Thursday, April 18, 2013

Bloom Update

We've already hit a few days in the 90s, so summer is already around the corner.  New buds are opening up everyday.  Irises are already on their way out, but roses are coming in!

 
Cinco de Mayo
 
 
Belinda's Dream

 
Julia Child

 
Some random white rose - maybe a miniature? I'm open to suggestions.

 
Out come the yellow bells/esparanza.
 
 
White Guara

 
Copper canyon daisy.


Verbena.

 
even the cactus.
Veggies and fruits are getting in the act too.
 

Baby cucumbers.

 
Garden peas.

 
and Bonanza peach.
 
 

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

G with an O, O with a D, T with an I and an M and a E


Sometimes people daydream about country life as serene, quiet, and slow.  Living over 60 miles from the nearest Target and even a quarter mile from the nearest neighbor may lead you to believe life is boring and/or isolated. I suppose there are moments like that, but few and far between.

My experience is that there is always someone calling for a get together or just dropping by. The last couple weeks have been a whirlwind of examples.

Just two weeks ago our town of 90 hosted thousands for the biannual international pilgrimage of treasure hunting - also known as Texas Antiques Week with Junk-o-Rama prom as the social highlight.
The John Evans Band lays down the rockabilly...and then...Two Tons of Steel shows up. Meanwhile....Miranda Lambert starts dancing along in the crowd within arm's reach. 

Seriously!?!

Forgive me the terrible phone photos.



 For two weeks, twice a year, people come from all over the country to shop in fields and old dance halls.  There's live music, book signings, blogger luncheons, and fashion shows. Sometimes it almost feels like a sort of SXSW of boho living.


Even as the crowds subside and the tents are packed up, country life bustles on.



The following Tuesday I got a phone call from a friend who owns a wonderful family dairy - The Jersey Barnyard. For those of you who reside in dixie, it's the home of Belle (as in Blue Bell), the singing cow of our youth.  They were in the midst of a magazine photo shoot for Cowboys and Indians and needed a few kids to show off their educational/petting zoo side. So I grabbed my little one from day care and she got to milk her first cow.  I doubt you'll see any of her in the published article as she acted deadly afraid of cow udders until the photographer had moved on. Once she discovered there was milk in there...she had to stick her hands in the spray and play with it.
 


 
 
In the days following, it was time to prepare for the Barndance.  Three years ago we built a dance floor in the barn and now twice a year...it's a line dancing extravaganza.  Beside cleaning out the space which is a working barn every other day of the week, preparation involves the time-honored tradition of walking an invitation over to the new neighbors with a jar of homemade marmalade.  Seriously, who gets to do stuff like this anymore?  They loved it! She gave us big hugs for the welcome and brought her whole family.
 
 
The dance floor was packed with family and friends as my cousin led classic line dances of the 80s.
 
 
Sometimes we wonder if our uber-utilitarian German-farmer great-grandparents would roll their eyes at holding a hoe-down out here, but then I hear stories from older locals who remember coming over to play dominoes or to help with other farm chores.  Life out here is less like a CountryTime Lemonade ad and more like, well...I'm not sure yet, but something else.
We're along for the ride.
 
 
 
 

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Eulogy of a Garden Tool

Some may have called you a Cultivator (at least that's what Google tells me your name was), but to me...you were so much more.
We've come a long long way together,
Through the hard times and the good,
I have have to celebrate you baby,
I have to praise you like I should
 
I will remember you, will you remember me?
 
I will never forget you, rural juror.
I'll always be glad I met you, rural juror.
 
Two roads diverged in a garden, because the middle one got destroyed.
 
You fought the good fight against the black clods some people call dirt out here.
Whenever I needed to loosen my top soil and nestle in seeds to grow another day,
you were there.
You have served faithfully, my friend. Rest now.
 
 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

A Little Spring for your Step

I've had spring fever since January. It's kinda like getting senioritis your freshman year. Even though everything blooms bigger (and sooner) in Texas, my favorites still take their sweet time to appear.  But finally, my German irises are exploding purple everywhere!
 
They've had quite a journey.  When we moved to the country from Austin almost a year ago, I just couldn't bear to leave them so I dug 'em up. What a sweet reward in just a year! 
Also arising from their winter state as "dead sticks coming out of the ground" are my Texas Star Hibiscus.
In just a couple months they'll give me gigantic red and white blooms. They actually come with a fun family story.  My Granny kept them in her garden until my Papa saw them, thought she was growing an illegal herb, and mowed them down.  I don't think he ever heard the end of that one.
Finally, my poppies are showing their buds.
 
 
Of course, this is the time when there are 1,000 things going on in the garden, but these are my sure signs that frost is over and summer isn't far away!  Roses are next!
 


Friday, March 16, 2012

A Sermon on "whippin it good"

Forgive me as I have not yet figured out how to post the audio for this sermon, but I'll leave the details of inflection to your imagination for now.

John 2:13-22
13 When it was almost time for the Jewish Passover, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. 14 In the temple courts he found people selling cattle, sheep and doves, and others sitting at tables exchanging money. 15 So he made a whip out of cords, and drove all from the temple courts, both sheep and cattle; he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. 16 To those who sold doves he said, “Get these out of here! Stop turning my Father’s house into a market!” 17 His disciples remembered that it is written: “Zeal for your house will consume me.”[a] 18 The Jews then responded to him, “What sign can you show us to prove your authority to do all this?” 19 Jesus answered them, “Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days.” 20 They replied, “It has taken forty-six years to build this temple, and you are going to raise it in three days?” 21 But the temple he had spoken of was his body. 22 After he was raised from the dead, his disciples recalled what he had said. Then they believed the scripture and the words that Jesus had spoken.
Think for a minute about the artistic representations of Jesus you’ve seen throughout your lifetime. Can you remember the pictures that hung on your Sunday School classroom walls growing up? Or maybe you’ve been a part of an email chain letter with pictures of Jesus and an inspiring message? I would imagine you’re now thinking of something in watercolor or Thomas Kinkaid. Maybe that one of Jesus meandering across the luscious green pastures with a soft snow-white lamb snuggled around his shoulders. Something deserving of a hallmark card or a precious moments figurine. I have never seen a picture of Jesus running around spinning a whip over his head, screaming, and throwing furniture. Why do you think that is?

Help me imagine this picture. The people are preparing for a big holiday, the Passover. They’ll need to make sure they are ready – they’ve gotten all the groceries, their bags are packed and they aren’t forgetting their phone charger. As for their temple sacrifice, that’s one less thing to haul, they’ll just pick one up in front of the temple when they get there. Could you imagine trying to keep track of the kids, the bird cage, and a cow on a leash when the streets are packed elbow to elbow and the dust is so thick you can hardly breathe? This week is the South by Southwest Festival, so anyone who’d like to try their hand at it can just head downtown this afternoon and don’t forget to bring the livestock. In the text, this is exactly what Jewish families are doing. So it makes absolute sense to put the supermarket, complete with ATM’s, right out front of the temple and the merchants know it. The merchants know the Jews have to have these things, and so turn a time for worship into a time for financial gain. But why would anyone want to mess with this system? We’re getting smarter, more efficient, and more profitable. And surely, this isn’t the first year it has been this way. So why, this one day, does Jesus flip out? Perhaps it was daylight savings time and he got one less hour of sleep, was cranky, and just having an off day. We can understand. I’m sure there was a perfectly reasonable explanation, so let’s just ask. Jesus, what what what are you doing? We’re all willing to put this behind us, if you’ll just show us a sign.

This is a perfectly reasonable question. Signs are requested and given throughout the bible – the Rainbow is given to Noah, Moses gets the burning bush and then performs signs for Pharaoh. Remember, this Passover celebration about to happen is all about signs. Exodus 12:13 talks about the lamb’s blood on the doorposts of Jewish homes and says “the blood will be a sign on the houses where you are, when I see the blood I will pass over you.” In the Gospel of Luke, shepherds are told that they will find a baby in manger and this will be a sign to them. We talk about signs every Sunday. Sometimes when we gather our offering, we say that “these gifts are signs of God’s gracious love.” In communion, we talk about bread and wine becoming “signs of the new covenant in my blood.” Signs are important. They function as markers, way posts, directing, pointing to God.

However, the sign Jesus offers was not exactly what the people had in mind. “Destroy the temple, and I will raise it again in three days.” Come again, Jesus. The temple? This one? Oh, You mean the one that we finally got back centuries after the Babylonioans turned the first one to rubble? The one we just got a new sound system in, the one we’ve finally paid the mortgage on? That temple? Well, yes and no.

Of course it seems silly to tear down a building, only to put up the same thing in its place. It’s silly and wasteful, but that’s not quite what he’s talking about. Our second reading from Corinthians reads that “the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.” At first glance the gospel seems ridiculous, but if we dig into it we start to uncover a new way of thinking of the same old things….like the temple…or church. I remember one of the first songs we learned in Sunday School, complete with hand motions: The church is not a building, the church is not a steeple, the church is not a resting place, the church is the people. The church is an important physical place. There is something special here, but not because of the new carpet. The church as building comes alive because of who it serves. Sheetrock can be helpful, but not without people to give it meaning. The temple that Jesus talks about isn’t the four walls, but himself. The sign he offers isn’t the greatest general contracting boast of all time, but his life and his love.

If this is the case, then we can follow John to say that signs aren’t one-time miraculous events. They can be that, but here signs aren’t things that happen, it’s who we are. This, too, is a definition of signs that we see examples of in biblical history. Ezekiel is told that he is a sign to the Israelites, the Psalmist declares “I have become a sign for many, and Luke 11:30 says “For as Jonah was a sign to the Ninevites, so also will the Son of Man be to this generation.”

Ok, so we have a role to play in this. Our entire being is a sign of God’s love, we are a living temple. But what does that even mean? Is Jesus saying then, that we should destroy ourselves? Look back at his statement, “destroy the temple and in three days I will raise it up.” The main point isn’t destruction but rebuilding. We’ve been talking about how Lent isn’t a time for deprivation, a time to cause ourselves the pain of caffeine withdrawals, but a time for renewal. Here, it’s not ultimately about destruction, it’s about putting things in the right order. Jesus is pointing out that things have gotten way out of order and we need to take notice. He doesn’t say that all marketplaces are evil and never go there. He says we have to put things in the right order, and God is on top. It’s the very first commandment.

Now, does renaming destruction as renewal really make it any easier or painless9? Not really, not necessarily. Make no mistake, Jesus is still flipping over tables and smashing stuff up. This place will never be as it used to, we cannot remain the same. In Christ, we are a not a refurbished creation, we are a new creation. With the Gospel, that message isn’t a threat nor should it leave us in despair, it is a gift. Becoming a living breathing sign of God’s love means that things will change. Not just some things, every thing. It is a change so profound, so deep, so complete that somehow in the midst of that dusty marketplace we stand up, look around and realize, “I suddenly want to help Jesus whip this place into shape too.” Look at the disciples – “they remembered,” “they recalled.” The disciples and everyone else had no clue what was going on until…they did. Not that there was a flash of lightning, but they looked back and saw the contrast in themselves.

It’s not something we intellectually assent to or choose, as if we could pull ourselves up by our spiritual bootstraps and manually wrench ourselves around. In fact, it’s much gentler than that. Becoming a living temple is not about trying to hold on to Jesus tighter, but relaxing our muscles and releasing him. We release God from our ideas of containment of “how things are supposed to be,” from what’s appropriate in polite society. We release ourselves to join in. The zeal for God’s house consumes us too. God is loose, running wild through the streets, and it’s so exciting! Can you imagine it? That which has been bubbling under the surface, tucked away, repressed, even sealed off? And then something turns and it is allowed to step out, stretch out its cramped legs, and run. Maybe you can just faintly remember the feeling, the rush, the exhilaration! It’s the feeling of a great release, terrifying and triumphant. This is the moment some will say is when they finally feel alive. Maybe you are still waiting to feel this way, but oh you can imagine it. You can imagine imagining it.

With this rising, swelling within you, remember that this isn’t Lord of the Flies, Jesus isn’t some 1970’s punk screaming “Anarchy in the UK!” It is the demonstration of God’s love that is so important, so radical, that Jesus literally dies trying. This passion that bursts out of Jesus is the desire to put God first. To honor God with our whole lives. To put things in right order. Such overwhelming passion can result in rich beautiful discussion and insightful reflection as we’ve seen in the parables and in our bible studies, but it’s just not satisfied to stay there. It can’t be contained in word form. Inevitably, it shows up in how you live. God’s love breaks loose into the world. What that looks like for each of us is different. For Jesus, here, blurring the line between God and money is clearly not an option. What are the things that get your heart pounding, your blood flowing? The things that make your heart leap? The things you cannot keep silent or still? What, even this very moment, stokes the fires of God’s justice inside you? Where is God inviting you to be a part of the passion of Christ? Don’t go out looking for a new cause to adopt, or a facebook page to ‘like.’ Just stop, look around you, notice where things seem out of order, notice where God has given you gifts to care and let loose.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

All Love does is Win

Summer camps mean a lot of things to a lot of people and this one means a lot to me. You know those kids that wait at the mailbox for the registration brochure, attend the very first week of camp, are the last ones in their cabin to leave, and sing every new song they learned over and over on the ride home until they pass out or their parents scream "uncle?" Well, my name is Ashley, and I'm a campaholic. I've been coming to Lutherhill since I was old enough and spent 9 summers here as camper, intern, and staffer. I love this place so much I married it (well, I got married here anyway). So when I heard there was a wildfire coursing it's way through the area in September...I was not a happy camper. I had just left our farm 5 minutes down the road when the fire started but got all the way home to Austin before I heard the news. Now we all had to wait, hands tied, unable to help until the smoke cleared (despite some valiant renegade missions for news and recon).

I say "we" because camp is family and this place has been home. Family of intimate friends new and old, even some blood relatives, but all family of God. Not just in a trite/cliche way, but a "you're one of the people/we are bonded before Ai'wa" kinda way (don't get it? Go watch Avatar). Now it's round 2 of cleaning up this battered and bruised wilderness and they've asked for help. And when family needs you, you show up. Do I know how to wield a chainsaw, pull stumps, or put out hotspots? Can my two month old baby clear brush? Nope, but it's doesn't matter. Just show up and you'll figure it out together.

The day after the fire started:
Today:













Fire - 0, Love - 1

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Blueberry Muffins - that happen to be healthy

I've always loved blueberry muffins but most of the time I settle for the packaged mixes.  Don't judge - you  know you do too, because they're not terrible and they're easy.  But, like many people this time of year, I have been struck with a compulsion to take care of my body and put a little more thought to the things I put in my mouth and it turns out - blueberries are good for you.  I saw something about them including that buzz-word antioxidants, even though I don't know what's so wrong with oxidants.  So last night I set out to have a healthy evening and bake some muffins from scratch.  We made some great lean pork chops and broccoli and then....I had several pieces of toffee, a couple pieces of lefse (crepe-like potato tortilla-esque things stuffed with butter and brown sugar)....and no blueberry muffins.  Then tonight we tried again with turkey tacos and....a glass of homemade raspberry chocolate port wine. But alas, I did finally get around to those blueberry muffins.  I found a good recipe from this lovely lass at Ginger Rose and gave it my best shot.  Bonus, she even provides an awesome Arcade Fire soundtrack.

First, as all people naturally do, I gathered all the necessary ingredients and posed them for glamour shots.


Bonus points to the nerd who figures out which ingredient I forgot in this picture.

Next up, put all the dry ingredients - flour (both regular and fancy schmancy organic whole wheat flour) sugar, salt, and baking powder - into a bowl and stir em up.


Pour your 1/3 cup of apple sauce into a larger 1 cup measuring cup (I actually used a two cup one to give an allowance for the giant mess I make in mixing), crack in the egg, and fill the cup up with milk until it reaches the 1 cup mark.  Then you're going to need to take a trip to Mexico, drink a fresh Margarita, and buy one of these GIANT liters of vanilla.  This bottle has literally lasted me 6 years. Add the vanilla to your liquid concoction and stir.


Add the concoction to your dry ingredients and stir until almost blended.  Here's my interpretation of "almost blended."


Gather up 1 cup of blueberries, toss them with a heaping tablespoon of flour and add them to the mix. Stir them in, but don't cream the suckers.  Roll that beautiful blueberry footage.



Of course I had responsibly preheated the oven and lined the muffin tin with cupcake liners.  I didn't have any pretty minimalist french kitchen white ones, so I just had to settle for these sassy ones.


I scooped the mix into these blue beauties and got to work on the sugary crumbly topping.  The recipe says to mix the brown sugar, butter, flour and cinnamon with your hands but I thought I'd be smart and use a fork (you know, like you think you always know the way better than mapquest).  Then I gave in and got those hands dirty.  Also, I'm not the biggest fan of the texture of oats, so I left those out of the topping and this is what we got:


Stick em in the oven for 20-25 minutes, remove, do your best to wait until cool, and devour in such a manner as to defeat the purpose of health achieved in moderation.  And here's the thing - they're actually good!  Because those of you who know me know that it may be good for you, and I may WANT to like it, but if it isn't delicious...I ain't gon be eatin it.

Enjoy!


Makes 8 large muffins
Ingredients:
Muffin Batter

3/4 cup whole wheat all-purpose flour
3/4 cup white all-purpose flour + 2 tbsp
3/4 cup white sugar
1/2 tsp salt
2 tsp baking powder
1/3 cup applesauce
1 egg
1/3 milk (1% cuts back on the fat but delivers the same results as higher fat milk)
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 cup fresh blueberries (do not increase amount)

Topping:
1/4 cup brown sugar
3 tbsp white all-purpose flour
2 tbsp cold butter
1/2 tsp cinnamon
2 tbsp rolled oats (optional)

Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 400ยบ and line muffin tin with paper liners.

2. In a medium-large mixing bowl, stir together the whole wheat flour, white flour, sugar, salt and baking powder for the muffin batter.

3. In a 1-cup measuring cup pour in the applesauce. Crack the egg into the applesauce and top with enough milk to fill the cup. Add this into the dry ingredients along with the vanilla extract. Stir until almost just combined. Toss the blueberries with a heaping tablespoon of flour to coat and gently stir them into the batter until just combined. Do not over mix!

4. Using an ice cream scoop, scoop muffin batter into paper liners in muffin tin with the batter just reaching the top.

5. In a small bowl make the crumble topping. Using your hands, mix together the brown sugar, flour, butter, cinnamon, and rolled oats. Evenly sprinkle the topping over each muffin and bake for 20-25 minutes.